I apologize if I was being selfish about wanting a Floatzel in my OR/AS team, it's because it's my favorite Pokemon and I often feel like I have a connection to it. I know I should just accept what I have available to me rather than demanding things all the time. I mean, compared to X/Y, I'm just not used to having a smaller variety of Pokemon since I was so used to the massive variety BW1, BW2, and X/Y had, plus it's been a very long time since I last played the Gen 3 games.
I was only trying to ask my friends nicely, I apologize if I was being so picky about things, because I just feel bad about everything that's been happening so far that I try and ask for things to be better, but only end up making things worse. I am very sorry as to what happened recently. I mean, I haven't been able to draw lately because I'm so busy trying to deal with real life issues that I end up being unable to balance my free time with other issues. If I seem like an attention whore, that's probably because I feel like I'm unheard by many. Many people do not know of the hell I have to go through each day outside of the internet.
Lately I haven't been having a pleasant time, my laptop broke, my dad's truck broke down and we now have to borrow my grandma's car to get to places, we haven't gotten paid all month and lately it's just been stressful moment after stressful moment occurring, and one day while shopping me and my mom had an argument over pointless things, and my grandma got mad at her for getting mad at me over it.
Let me just say that when I first joined DA nearly 6-7 years ago, I was not very mature and was constantly trolled because I didn't know how to handle such issues because of the way my parents raised me. I know how to handle them far better now, but even with handling internet trolls better, I ran into new problems originating from real life issues, namely the fact that my parents spend more time fighting over doing anything else, and me getting caught in the middle of their fire, constantly getting screamed at for various things. My parents don't get along very well anymore, and it doesn't help that they constantly blame their problems on everyone else, especially liberal people because they tend to watch Fox News a lot of the time and will believe anything that it says.
It also doesn't help that I had to drop out of college because of financial issues and a really terrible math class that caused my GPA to drop, along with a really horrible college roommate who spend most of his time listening to terrible rap music, staying up until 2 AM with the lights bright on and the music or TV very loud (preventing me from getting much sleep, my sleeping schedule is still messed up) and ate my snack food without permission, along with basically dominating the room and treating me like I didn't even exist. Not to mention that there were two people in the dorm asides from him who were really bad, one who was extremely loud and prevented me from studying hard enough and was extremely rude to me, and another who was extremely racist and said some very nasty things. Staying in that dorm was extremely hellish.
The only thing I really wanted is for things to go better with my life, because I am constantly going through tough situations, but I'm learning to go through them the best I can. It's just been so hard lately, and real life is more important than DA or most other things right now.